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She just really isn’t ready for a relationship after all.
We finally met and talked things out. It just isn’t the right time for her now. She just isn’t ready yet. She can’t commit into a relationship and she wants to be single for now. I still love her and because of that, i’ll let go. Yes it will hurt, but i believe this is the only solution.
I hope she’ll be happy.
We broke up.
Just when i thought everything was gg on fine and well, she suddenly dropped me a sms and just said she wants a breakup. Reason? She can’t stand being in a relationship anymore and she wants freedom. She just can’t put in tt commitment to the relationship anymore. All this after spending 3 months tgt.
I’ve alrd done all i could. She says tt maybe she needs more time to adjust to being in a relationship and i understood and gave her time. And yet this is what happened. Maybe the others were right. It really takes 2 hands to clap. But why get into the relationship in the first place when u can’t make the commitment? Her answer was she thought she could put in the commitment but it turns out tt she was wrong. I dun understand. And she thinks tt i’m overpossessive. I only ask tt we try to spend more time tgt when we dun even get to meet each other once a week at times. Is tt too much to ask for?
Maybe she just really isn’t ready for a relationship yet. Maybe it’s not the right time. Whatever the case, nothing i do will matter anymore.
Maybe we weren’t meant to be.
Why is it tt everytime i’ll be the one who initiates things? My heart is bleeding, does anyone know? I still can’t believe tt u actually said tt friends are more important to u than me. Maybe u r right, maybe it’s just u. After all the talking and everything, u tell me u understand, and yet i still dun hear from u at all. I realise tt i have absolutely no idea where u r and wat u r doing now. Do u know how much i dread to hear ppl ask me, “hey, where’s ur gf?” or “how’s ur gf doing?” because i really dunno how to answer them? If it’s time u need, den i’ll give u all the time u need. I’m really tired le. Maybe one day u’ll know how i feel. But for now, i guess i can only wait, wait for one day for u to realise how much u mean to me.
Dunno why but we’ve been quarreling recently. I really dun want to quarrel but somehow or rather, things will just turn out tt way. Really sian abt this. I dunno wat’s gg on. I really hope tt things will like go back to normal and we can be happy like how it all used to be.
I’m getting sick and tired le. How?
Feeling damn sian and I dunno why.
Just ended Campus Crusade Camp and I really felt blessed by it. God spoke to me and I realised a lot of things. Really happy that I went for the camp. I just hope that I can be disciplined enough to keep it going.
But somehow or rather, dunno why I’m feeling so down now. Maybe cos of my r/s? I kinda dunno where this is going. And I seem to be getting lost. Maybe I’m thinking too much. Maybe I shouldn’t expect too much. Maybe I should slow things down. I dunno. Let’s just take things one step at a time.
Dun feel like thinking anymore.
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